reminders

The Qur’an says, “So remind, for the reminder benefits.” (87.9)

It’s after Ramadan, and I am listening to some music. Decidedly, not the most spiritual exercise. I admit it. But Allah’s signs are everywhere.

I am listening to one of my favorite bands, As I Lay Dying. They are a metal band, but they are also Christians.

And for the first time, I read the lyrics to two particular songs, and I am struck by the insights. Here is one particular passage, from a song called “The Sound of Truth.”

“Say what you really mean
When your ambition calls you
For what use is there in praying
If you will only hear what you want to hear?”

And here is another passage, from a song called “This is Who We Are.”

“Now this is who we are
I’ll never know the answers
And I’ll always wonder why
But You have let me start again
I’d rather be called weak
Than die thinking I was strong”

Allah, You have saved me so many times. I admit my manifest wrongdoings and weaknesses and confusions. I am Your slave, forever in need of Your mercy. Save me again and again, from the greed of my own soul, from the whispers of Shaytan, from the delusions of this world. If I would ever appear strong to the world, it would only be because of Your strength. You alone have given me the ability to write these words, feel these thoughts, and so my recognition of my need of You only increases me in utter dependence. Save me again and again, until I leave this world, and then save me from the torment of the grave and the punishment of the Fire. You are my Saviour, and have always been, and always will be.

“They consider that they have done you a favor by becoming Muslim. Say, ‘your Islam is not a favor to me.’ Rather, God has done you a favor in that He has guided you to faith, if you would only be sincere.” (49.17)